My dear Kafil, I know how much we have fought for each other. I know how much we fought to stay together. Yet, life’s plans are not linear as you always said.

My heart could not last longer. Still, it beat for us every single time. I was not getting any better. I drank so much to stay afloat; to forget my sorrows but, that only brought me closer to my end.

I could not tell you I was dying because I knew that would break you. Instead, I wanted to make sure we spent more fun times together and you know I love you.

I do not want your tears to drop every single day. I’m glad that you get to stay to accomplish everything you said you would. I’m glad one of us gets to live and fight for the blissful things of life.

I’m cold, but you know I miss you. You were the only person that mattered to me. Life never gave me a biological sister. God knew I needed a companion and he sent me you.

My dear Filly, I need to tell the angels how much you loved me. I need to tell them how we fought, how we healed and how we navigated life’s challenges together. Your soul is pure and you proved it to me for twenty years.

I know that you feel alone, but you have Ben to keep you sane. I saw how his eyes lit up every time he spent time with you. I saw the sacrifices he made to have you and I know he would make more sacrifices to make sure you are well.

You see that trip we planned? You can stay as long as you want. I already made arrangements to help you unwind. Please Filly, stay safe for me.

You don’t have to join me so soon. Have fun❤️

I Love you.

Signed: Tania